I wish I didn't have problems with my weight. I wish I could look in the mirror and think I looked good, but I never really got up to that point. I know I've lost a good amount of weight, but I know it's not enough to make me feel happy and pretty about myself when I'm going out. I want to be able to go out and feel confident in the way I look and how clothes look on me. I don't want to walk around with my head down fearing to make eye contact with someone. All I want is to be a size 1. Hell, at this rate, I'd wish I'd be a size 3 right now. Who knew going down two sizes would be so hard..
I just pray to God I'm able to fit in size 1 jeans by summer. I've always said I wanted to lose weight by summer, and I haven't really achieved the goal I set myself. I want to finally be comfortable when I go to the beach this summer. I don't want to feel like a whale compared to everyone. I need to lose at least 20 pounds. I really hope I can do this. It is possible, but I just hope I can stick to my goal for once.
if you think you're a whale then im like 500000000020392039204901294023582958 whales put together.
ReplyDeletei think you look fine the way you are. but i dont feel comfortable with the way i look either, and losing weight is tough. so i can understand that.
but i wish i could be your size, i'd be happy with that.