I just want to get my 2g and 0g plugs already,

but I feel so embarrassed going to the mall. I feel more insecure of myself more than ever and it's obviously taking a toll on me because I feel embarrassed if I'm at a store. A couple of days ago I went to Target and I felt so uncomfortable. If someone looked at me I felt like they were judging me or saying something about my weight and I just wanted to leave already. I can't imagine myself at the mall honestly. Everyone looks at you there and I just feel like an ugly duckling compared to everyone else.